I realize that I must affix my gaze. I must decide once and then again with the beginning of each day... I must decide to remember. to remember the truth. remember the work You have begun in me. remember who You are. remember who I am. remember Your good servants. remember the spirits of each person I meet. remember my purpose by remembering Yours. remember my story by remembering Yours. remembering who I am by remembering who Your are. I have no idea what it looks like for me to love You on a day to day basis... in the little things, but You bless me with moments of it in the past. so I do have some ideas.
& in all honesty, it may look a little different each and every day.
forgive me, for I have feared abandoning myself to You.
I have feared picking up my cross.
Life is not life without You.
forgive me for my foolishness. and for thinking You'll just wait for me though I know by Your Spirit what I am to do. thank You for planting such a loving community around me.
please, remove my shame as You removed my guilt and placed it on Christ.
this - here - is the mission You have sent me on - beneath the same stars as Aguascalientes. here, this is where You have sent me to be light. Here - is where our ministry is. here. now. here, with You. I am alive. and I am Yours.
Holy Spirit, light Your fire in me.