state of mind is an absolute choice.
i realize that i wish to always "feel" alive, positive, confident, eager to conquer, ready to rise to whatever occasion may come my way each day.
truth is, feeling is feeling. feelings are in no way consistent, sturdy or truthful. feelings are not always honest. feelings have fallen to the distortion of the world. feelings are greatly influenced by many o' aspects of our beings.
feelings are greatly affected by sleep, hormones, food, flow, thoughts, environment & other physical and mental factors.
today, i realize that i do not feel a potential of inner-power, i do not feel energized, i do not feel like running around smiling, hugging & encouraging people.
with this i realized, how i feel and i act outwardly are two very different aspects of me that i mustn't confuse or bind in my mind.
my outward conduct - the things i do, the words i say, the looks i give people, the way i walk, the way i breathe - is a facet that is to be constantly thought of and acted upon.
to be continued...
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