i realized... i have it in me, a drive, a curiosity, a passion, an itch for adventures, for new experiences, new places, new people.. as if i was made for these very things. .... yet as i go off on a new adventure, a voice rises within and speaks of only fear, doubts, my incompetence, and how i am not qualified, cut out or capable for such adventures, for fulfiling my responsibilities,

this is the voice of my enemy, and until this morning, i was counting his words legitimate. his words are not of truth, not of reason, not of life. he seeks to run me into the ground, bury me in such anxieties and darkness that i never see the light again.

words that come from him, are of no value to me, the do not speak of what is true, of reality, they speak of a false reality he aims to create in my mind, thing is though.. he already lost, as long as i remember the truth that he already lost, he has no power over my mind he is powerless in the midst of my Savior's truth, the reality that my Savior created when He redeemed me His vessel